I just got a surgical abortion yesterday at 10 weeks 3 days. I didn’t have a driver so I couldn’t be sedated. The doc did give me some kind of numbing shot in my cervix but I’m not sure it did anything for me.
From the start, inserting the speculum, the shot, and the procedure itself was one of the most painful experiences I’ve ever had. The doc had to continually tell me to stop clenching my butt and to keep my legs wide (I did not know I was doing those things until he would tell me I was). I can’t describe the pain, the nurse/assistant was holding my hands and reminding me to breathe. I’m almost in tears thinking of what I went through. Near the end I broke down crying. I had to choke down tears walking into the room with the other ladies who have not gone yet (I was first). I felt so bad that a younger girl saw me and started crying herself. They wouldn’t even give me a Tylenol when I asked. Thankfully after about 10 minutes the pain subsided enough that it just felt like really bad period cramps.
Despite the bad experience I have no regrets. I’m just thankful it’s over. I feel so relieved and almost elated. My morning sickness and fatigue has already subsided and am already thinking of my future plans that would have not been possible with an infant.
I wanted to share this not to scare anyone but to just inform anyone that is thinking of doing this without meds.
This is a 10 week old human being, someone who was killed by a mother like you. While you were feeling the pain of having your womb violated by a ‘doc’, your child’s body was being viciously ripped to pieces. But that’s no concern to you, right? The fact that you just murdered your own son or daughter is the farthest thing from your mind, isn’t it?
People like you are only concerned about one thing: yourself. You are incapable of realizing that the human being you paid to have slaughtered had a future too, a future you robbed them of. A future your mother provided for you yet you were unwilling to provide for your child.
You killed your baby at 10 weeks and 3 days old, meaning they would have been born on April 15, 2019. I hope this day will forever remind you of the life you snuffed out, of the infant you are so elated to longer have to care for.
Abortion is a euphemism for murder. As you celebrate your ‘right’ to kill your own children, know that we will once again restore the human rights of these innocent people. You are living on the wrong side of history, but you don’t have to die there. Own what you have done and join the fight to end the atrocity of abortion.
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