I’m sitting here in my bed… Listening to music just thinking about you… I’m so sorry I’m so sorry I’m so sorrry for doing this to you. I’m 16.. What else am I supposed to do? I don’t even know what to do, I don’t wanna do this but I feel like I have to. I’m just thinking wow if you were a girl you would be my little princess.. & if you were a boy you woulda been my knight and shining armor.. Your father I don’t know how he feels about this, I don’t at all, everytime I try to talk to him he yells and yells. It really breaks my heart cause this isn’t what I believe in and If i could change it I would. I feel you, I know your their and I know you love me and I just wanna let you know that I love you too so much& this is what’s best for you. I have this gut feeling and idk what is means and I wanna just say Fuck the world and have you and love you but I cant. I don’t want you to be hungry, i don’t want you to be unhappy, I don’t want you to feel pain, I dont want you to come into this world unhappy and i know heavin is waaay better then down here. I don’t believe in abortions and thats why this really hurts me, but I promise you that I will always remember you, your mommys first child. Your my big kid i will never forget you, I know you wont forgive me for this, But I love you. I’m so sorry my little angel. Im very sorry for this..
You want to know something, I’m here for you. I’m here for both of you. In fact, there are literally millions of people here for you. I promise you. You don’t have to kill your little angel to solve what you think is an insurmountable problem. My mother aborted my little sister over 40 years ago and she still cries uncontrollably when she thinks about her. Please don’t throw your son’s or daughter’s life away along with your own. You will never forgive yourself, no matter what those who support the killing of preborn children tell you.
You have options, including adoption. I will personally help you along the way, no matter what it takes. As will these beautiful people: by-grace-of-god, abortion-pushback, bamastudentsforlife, clinicquotes, frfrankpavone, in-their-midst, lgbtprolife, lifemattersjournal, marchforlife, liveactionfilms, mnprolife, mother-child-life, oh-snap-pro-lifers, oregonrighttolife, standtrueprolife, studentsforlife, twocrowns, justthelifeofagirlwithcrps, and many more. You see, you are not alone.
You are strong enough to do this. You have the inner strength to continue to protect your baby, a baby you are cradling in your womb and will soon be cradling in your arms. There is no love greater than the love between a mother and child. Don’t rob yourself and your little one of that precious experience. I promise you won’t regret it.
Please call the Option Line at 1-800-712-4357 or text “HELPLINE” to 313131. They will immediately put you in touch with the resources you need. In fact, you can chat live with them right now. They are part of the millions of people ready to help you do what you know in your heart you want to do – love and cherish your little angel.
“What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.” ~ Oliver Wendell Holmes
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