I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your siblings. My mother aborted my little sister a couple of years after my birth. She also regrets having killed one of her children and has lived with crushing guilt ever since that terrible day. She is now Pro-Life and fully understands the value of all living human beings.
I am glad your mother has now embraced the dignity and beauty of life and has found a way to begin her healing process. Abortion wounds one and kills another. Together, we can end this human tragedy.