I am sorry your life has been such a struggle. Please seek assistance to remove yourself from this environment. I assume by your use of the lexicon ‘mum’ to refer to your mother that you are in the UK or one of it’s former colonies. If you are in the UK, please contact Life Charity at 0808 802 5433 for help.
Thank you for sharing your story and I know that someday you will find your place in this world and hold a child of your own in your arms. You deserve to experience this, the greatest love of all. Hold your head high and never give up.
I want to be a mother. At 14, after being raped, beaten and sold by my mum\'s boyfriend for 6 months he forced me to abort. At 16 I don\'t know if my baby\'s father was the man who forced me to sleep with him to resolve my drug debt or my boyfriend, but I loved that child. I miscarried. The 3rd time, nearly 17, with my boyfriend, an ectopic pregnancy left me devastated. Last weekend, still 17, I had to abort for medical reasons and I\'m heartbroken. I wish pro-choicers understood how awful it is.
