scared-in-your-room:
Post abortion cramps: do not recommend.
cultureshift:
Take a deep breath and let it out slowly. That feeling is life flowing through you. That is a feeling your now dead son or daughter will never know. You robbed him or her not only of your love as their mother, but of life itself. You robbed your child of the opportunity to feel the rush of air into their lungs and the warmth of the sun on their face.
You took these things away because you thought your life was more valuable than theirs. You were wrong. While you continue to draw breath, your child will slowly decompose until he or she is tossed into an incinerator with other medical waste.
This will forever be your legacy as a mother, no matter how many more children you let live or how many more you let die.