I’m losing my mind, I think! First abortion appointment tomorrow (not the procedure, just information and an ultrasound). And I STILL don’t know what to think. For about a week I’ve been all “yeah, I’ll get an abortion, It’ll be fine, I’ll be fine” and now I just texted one of my best friends and was like “how the hell am I going to go through with an abortion?” I’ve been against abortions my whole life!

But then, I also think, I haven’t taken prenatals yet.. I’m 7 weeks Wednesday. But then again, I guess some women don’t even know they’re pregnant at 7 weeks. I’ve also been taking gravol. Then it all comes around back to the boyfriend, who I know couldn’t handle it, and who I know I’d have to breakup with, for his benefit.

The whole thing just feels so silly. I feel like I’m standing at the forks of a road, two paths, both which I can’t imagine going down.

I really should be studying, but all I’m thinking about is baby-abortion-baby-boyfriend-baby.


A mother should ALWAYS place the welfare of her child FIRST. Once you do this, the decision becomes crystal clear. Death is not welfare.

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