When I’m having feelings of guilt about my abortion, I like to remind myself that what I rid myself of was not a “baby” – it was a clump of cells with the POTENTIAL to BECOME a baby, but not yet a baby at all.
Please try to remember this. It may help in times of suffering.
You are NOT a monster. You are NOT a murderer.
You’re a person that took control of their own life and their own body. There is no shame in that.
You absolutely did ‘rid’ yourself of a living human being, a child, a BABY. You killed your living son or daughter and no amount of trying to convince yourself to believe the pro-choice lie is going to change this fact. You ‘took control of your own life’ by destroying someone else’s and you believe there is no shame in that? You couldn’t be more wrong.
You ARE a monster, but for now, you are NOT a murderer thanks to an unjust law. I hope someday to change this. You ARE, however, a killer. You literally killed a member of your own family, your very own child. Nothing is more depraved than a mother killing her baby, the one person in this world he or she should have been able to count on for love and protection. But you placed yourself above their very life.
If some day you awaken to the reality of what you have done and want to help others avoid your mistake, please contact me and I will do all I can to help you heal. I will do all I can to help you reach out to others considering paying someone to slaughter or poison their child. The only way to truly heal is to make sure your son or daughter did not die in vain. You owe him or her a life of lost experiences, lost loves, and lost opportunities. The least you can do is save other children from the depraved act of human abortion. The least you can do is honor your child’s short life and never let him or her be forgotten.