I want it to be Monday already. This waiting and anticipating is worse than just having it over. At least I didn’t have any morning sickness today like I did yesterday. I don’t do well with blood and needles so I’m getting IV sedation as well as the local anesthesia. Hopefully it’ll be over before I know it.
Since you tagged your post under abortion for the world to see, I know you are looking for notes commenting on the killing you are about to commit. You have announced to the world that you are literally counting down the hours until someone dismembers your innocent son or daughter who is clinging to you for life.
You were born into a world that legally accepts that mothers can kill their prenatal children for any reason and so I can’t completely blame you for making the appointment that will end your child’s life. What I can do is make sure you hear from your child, that you hear from someone who knows that what you are about to do is a violation of your child’s most basic human right — the right to live.
I speak on behalf of the your child and I want to make sure you consider the other alternatives such parenting and adoption. You are already the mother of a living human being. Your son or daughter is growing inside of you right now and is depending on you to fulfill your responsibility to them as their mother.
Many mothers later regret killing their child. It will haunt you for the rest of your life. I have yet to hear a story about a mother who protected her child and felt guilty about it. You can have an amazing life with your amazing child.
You must use empathy to hear your child. He or she needs your love, all you have to do is provide it.
To speak to someone right now about this decision please call the Option Line at 800-712-HELP. They can help you and your child make it through this challenging time. You are much stronger than many will lead you to believe. You CAN be a great mother AND have a great life. Believe in yourself.
Mommy, please love me, please know me, please continue to cradle me in your womb so that you may someday cradle me in your arms. I want to know your love and I want to show you the greatest love of all. I need you now more than ever.
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